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Why do i feel this way?Why do i feel this way? Why cant i figure this out? Will he ever talk to me again? Or will he just ignore me forever? Maybe i cant tell him the truth because i am afraid of the way i am feeling, or maybe it is because i am afraid of what he is going to say. I wish that he could finally see that i do care for him and i am not just trying to screw with his mind.

Maybe he is just going to ignore me forever and i am completely ok with that. NO no i am not ok with that, i just wish that he would finally see that i really do love him and maybe he loves me. I dont know what i have to do to make him talk to me again. (You should know who you are, ju

Why don't you love me?laying here on my bed
with the sheets all wrapped around me
with memories of us all in my head
and the tears running down my cheeks

mascara stains my face
and the sad song's on repeat
the sun is setting on today
making the sky turn blue and pink

my hair's a mess but i dont care
and my clothes smell like smoke
that cigarrette scent lingers in my hair
but i love how it makes me choke

this is me since you told me the truth
my secret cant be trusted with you
this is me since you made me leave
my heart should never have believed.

my clothes have changed to match your style
less black, more bright, less punk, more shy
am i the gi

I'm sitting here
Trying not to cry
I know you're right there
I can see you
You can see me
Why can't I be with you?

My heart is hurting non-stop
As I slowly fall beneath the the pain
And still all I do is wait
Wait for the time where you'll let me
Be yours
Why can't I deal with the pain?

I can't help but cry
The tears come pouring out when you aren't looking
You tell me you just want me to be happy
But we both know how I'll be happy
And for some reason, you don't explain it all
Why can't i be with the one who as my heart?

You smile,
You make me laugh
You make me enjoy things I haven't enjoyed in a while
But still I'm all

KissI've never been kissed.
Never tasted the lips of a lover.
Never shared the passion,
The ecstacy of love,
With my full heart.

I wonder if life is passing me by,
And not looking back.

What hurts the mostIt's not that...

I'll never feel your lips against mine again,
'cause that's nothing big.

It's not that...

I'll never lay in your warm embrace,
'cause that's what blankets are for.

It's not that...

Sleeping is difficult,
'cause that'll change in time.

It's not that...

School is going terrible
'cause I got a new year ahead to fix that.

It's not that...

You'll never be there when I break down,
'cause I've got friends for that; best friends.

It's not that...

You'll never seem the same again,
'cause it's not like no one ever stays the same.

It's not that...

Were not friends anymore,
'cause what did I expect?

It's not t

Why Did I Fall For You?Was it the fact that you gave it your all when I needed a hand?
Or was it that you carried me when I couldn't stand.
It might have been our late night talks when neither of us could sleep,
Maybe its how you make me so strong when I feel so weak.
Might be your Kind heart, or your gentle smile,
But I know you are always willing to go the extra mile.

Maybe its the lies I tell that you see straight through,
It might be the nights I spend thinking about you.
It might be your artwork, your effort clearly seen,
The passion you put into it makes my heart beam.
You're the one who knows how to make me smile forever,
Even when I feel like sm

Little Miss Never-Been-Kissed.There's a story I know
The only one you know
It's a little bit of a talker.
It's about a girl
A stupid girl
But then again she's like no other!

She's got herself a boy
A synthetic boy
Made of bones and candles.
She's gotta face the fact
This love's an act!
She's falling off the handle.

Because she's
Little Miss Never-Been-Kissed
Writing her lyrics up her wrist
Falling upwards into the sky
There's nobody home there when she cries.
And this Little Miss
Never-Been-Kissed
She ain't got much to say.
But that don't matter anyway
I could write for her all day.

And this Little Miss
Who's never been kissed
(You don't see that e

It Doesn't Hurt MeIt doesn’t hurt me when I see you,
When I see you put on that gorgeous smile,
When I see those dark beautiful eyes of yours,
When I watch the way you move

It doesn’t hurt me you speak,
When I hear you say words so suavely,
When I see your mouth move so gracefully,
When I hear that perfect voice of yours

It doesn’t hurt me when I listen to you,
When I listen to you talk about her,
When I listen to how much you love her,
When I listen to how much you need her

It doesn’t hurt me when I see you and her,
When I see the way you talk to her,
When I see the way you look at her,
When I see the way you hold her

It do

Just friendsEven though we are not together
I care about you more than ever
When we talk I feel so close to you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
I have almost forgotten what you did to me
I was hurting in every part of me
I was sad knowing this is how it came to be
But now I am happy that you are there for me
I gave you my tears
I gave you my heart
You made me happy
Right from the start
When I write this now
I start to think
How happy you make me
For you, God I must thank

Flirt With MeTouch my hand
Look in my eyes
Kiss my lips
Hold me tight

I might think it's love
But please don't deceive
If you are going to leave
Don't flirt with me

I hide my fears
In the back of my mind
So you can't see
Who I really am

Going out of my head
I want you here bad
Your touch is powerful
It makes me fall again

But if you're going to leave
Please just let me be
I don't want to hurt again
That pain won't go away

You may think it's just a game
But you were everything to me
Flirt with me
But not to leave

Eating up your FearsI followed you yesterday.  You stopped for coffee and at the bookstore.  I slipped a dollar in your pocket to help with the tax.  I smiled when you found it.
I followed you home and cut your power wires.  Then I put candles and a lighter on your door step.
When you finally went to bed I let myself in the backdoor.  I watched you sleeping in the dark and softly shhhed you when your dreams seem to turn dark.
I put a tracker on your car so I can find you.  You’ll never be alone, my dear.  I’m your biggest fan!
I put a CD of ‘our’ songs in yo

Never Been KissedI've never been asked
to a dance
or on a date

I've never been kissed
or hugged by a guy

My mother says I lack 'contact from a boy'
But it isn't like I haven't tried

I was always the girl made fun of at lunch
The 'dare your friends to go say I like you' girl

Too fat to go to the beach or pool
Not pretty enough to go to the movies

Never the girl you would brag around school about dating
But it isn't like I have ever dated someone

And it isn't like I will
I am the 'never been kissed' girl

if you love meif you love me
let me know
if you love me
why let me go
if you love me
why hurt me so

if you love me
why pretend
if you love me
why make this end
if you love me
make things right again

if you love me
why lie about it
if you love me
don't make me live without it
if you love me
why make me doubt it

if you love me
why cant you tell me
if you love me
why don't you let me see
if you love me
why let me believe...that you don't

Facade.Dazzling smile, half hearted laugh,
Joy that doesn't quite reach her eyes.
She flirts and she jokes,
But its all a hoax,
A hopeless and crumbling facade.
Each day she is weaker,
Each day the mask cracks,
Revealing more of her pain.
Each day her eyes sparkle,
Farther from light,
And closer to insanity.
Each step that she takes,
Each wave of her hand,
Wears on her crumbling soul.
Until the day comes when she finally breaks,
And everyone watches her fall.

Can't give more

There he goes again
The boy I never fell in love with
He's wearing his usual jeans and sneakers
He's one of my best friends
And the truth be told
I've grown fond of his presence
I call him when I need a friend
and when I want to just talk.
We talk on IM all the time
And we laugh at the movies.
But I never grew in love with him
I was never the girl for him
I was never the one to hold his hand
Or cherish his every laugh.
I'm not the girl to hold her breath
At the sight of his gentle eyes.
I'm his friend, and nothing more.
Although he wishes we were more.
I can't hurt him like that
And I'm scared that when he comes
Asking for

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Don't Love Me

by ~fukaimoriMidori, Jun 2, 2008, 4:07:31 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

Don't love me because I'm afraid to love
Because once I hold you I can't let go
Because I'm afraid to se you walk away
Bcause I know the day will come

Don't love me because it's not true
Because you see me for what I'm not
Because you're so goddamn beautiful
Because I can't even tell you so

Don't love me because you'll suffer
Because the world is not afraid to hurt
Because I'm not worth the pain
Because you deserve so much better

Don't listen when I say "Don't love me"
Because I know you do care
Because I love you so much I can't live
Because I want you to love me

Don't love me
Don't listen when I say don't love me
Don't leave me
I love you

Don't Love Meby ~fukaimoriMidori

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

©2008-2013 ~fukaimoriMidori

I love you.

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I haven't written a poem for so long. And when I do, it doesn't rhyme.

Inspired (Well, it was practically ripped off)

No Me Ames (Don’t Love Me)
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WARNING: CONTAINS SAPPINESS.

English Translation:
M: Tell me, why are you crying?
J: Because I'm happy
M: And why are you so choked up?
J: From loneliness
M: And why are you squeezing my hand
So tightly
And your thoughts seem to be wandering?
J: I love you so much
M: Why?
J: Don't be so hard-headed
Stop doubting me
Although in the future there's a large sky
I'm not afraid
I want to love you
M: Don't love me because you think I'm different
J: You don't think it's right
For us to spend this time together?
M: Don't love me because I know what a lie it would be
J: If you don't think I deserve your love
Then don't love me
But I'm going to stay another day
M: Don't love me because I'm lost
Because I change the world
Because it's my destiny
Because I can't change
We are like mirror images of each other
We are one and the same.
J: Don't love me
To be dying in a war of regret and sad thoughts
Don't love me to hold me back
I want to rise above
This love deserves to soar through the sky
M: I don't know what to say
That's the truth
If people want to want to hurt us, they will
J: If you and I part now
It won’t matter to anyone
But in this world
Don't leave me
M: Don't leave me
Don't leave me
Don't listen when I say “Don’t love me”
J: Don't leave me
Stop breaking my heart with that “Don’t love me”
M: Don't love me
I’m begging you to leave
J: You know very well I can’t do that
It’s useless
I will always love you
M: Don't love me
I’ll only make you suffer
My heart has turned cold with this
J: Don't love me
To escape your sadness
I want you to love me, because you love me
M: Don’t love me
One day we’ll soar with each other
And always be together
J: This love is like the sun
That comes out after a storm
M&J: Like two comets in the same galaxy
M: Don't love me
J: Don't love me
M: Don't love me
(Fades till end)

~selestina Apr 2, 2009

this is how i feal

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~xjazzlov Feb 1, 2009

its perfect.
I like it, its like my life[?
JUM,
u.u

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~Muttered-innocence Jun 25, 2008

So beautiful.

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~fukaimoriMidori Jul 15, 2008

Thanks.

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~Red-Dragon-Tamer Jun 10, 2008

Another beautiful poem.......now I need more kleenex...

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~fukaimoriMidori Jun 10, 2008

Is it? I thought this was pretty boring.

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~Red-Dragon-Tamer Jun 12, 2008

* jaw drops * boring! How could something so fantastically filled with emotion be boring?!

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~fukaimoriMidori Jun 12, 2008

Lol, thanks.

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~Red-Dragon-Tamer Jun 13, 2008

You're welcome

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~NuclearKitsune Jun 3, 2008 Hobbyist General Artist

Sure, it's a copypasta thing, but heck.

I'll try. For you, I'll try.

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